Friday, June 4, 2010

I'm Back...




So I just realized I never wrote to say I was back! Well I'm back, got back a week ago. It's still hard to believe that everything that has happened, happened. But my life has been changed and I cannot wait to go back! I'm planning on posting my journal entries from my trip on here so you guys can get a glimpse of what I did while on my trip. So that's all for now! More to come!

Monday, May 24, 2010

tanzania

Africa is amazing and beautiful. IIt is still hard to believe I am here and it has been over a week. This is my first time being able to go online only because I did not want to pay for it but we found some free wifi at our campsite. We just finished our last day of ministry and we are now camping for our safari. I cannot even begin to explain how much has happened and how much god has done this last week and a half. So I will wait until I get home. We leave Thursday and will be home Friday please still keep us in our prayers. Love!

Thursday, May 13, 2010

The Time Is NOW!!

So today is the day! Today we board a plane that will take us on a journey of a lifetime!

I'm already full of emotions, today will probably be a very long exhausting draining day. But I know what awaits me in Tanzania will make up for it!

Today I had to say goodbye to my roommate who I love dearly, she's moving out before I get back so the last couple nights we were pretty much inseparable trying to cherish our last few nights together. She's done so much for me, especially the last few days. I don't know how I would have survived this week without her. I love her so much and will miss her dearly. It was a lot harder saying goodbye to her this morning than I realized, even though I know I will still see her, it's just hard.

So that made me emotional, and all morning I just feel like I'm in a race for time. I just now finished the last of the homework I needed to complete but now I have just a couple of hours to finish packing, clean my car, shower, run last minute errands and head down to church. I almost cannot wait to get on that first 10 hour plane ride, I'm pretty sure I could sleep the whole time without need of a sleeping pill. And I'm just a bundle of nerves. It was about a couple of hours ago that butterflies decided to appear in my stomach and have not stopped fluttering around.

God is good. He will do amazing things on this trip. I will come back changed.

Please remember me and my team in your prayers.

Check this every now and then, if by some chance I can get online I will be sure to update!

Thanks for joining me on this long process to get to this point!

Love!

Monday, May 10, 2010

It's Almost Time!!

So I just realized I never updated since something huge happened! I RAISED ALL MY SUPPORT!!! Plus some too! God really showed up in this process, even though I was doubting that this large amount of money would actually be raised, God went BAM! and raised it all! He's awesome!

So in just a few short days I will be boarding the plane that will take me on the greatest adventure I can ever have. I'm excited, nervous, excited, stressed, excited, scared, excited, happy, excited, blessed and did I mention that I'm ridiculously excited?!?!?! So crazy!

Prayer Requests:
*I'm having some issues in regards to my nut allergy and being able to take my medicine with me. I may need a doctor's note and even though I got one from school, it may not be sufficient. So just that we can work everything out with that.
*That darn volcano is acting up again! Please pray that we'll be able to get on the plane to Amsterdam. We just need the skies to clear up for us!
*For the rest of my team to raise their support
*For my 3 days of lots of schoolwork and finals! Thursday will be here very quickly!

Love you guys!

Friday, April 30, 2010

Niambie Tukifika Moshi!!!

Or for those of you who do not know Swahili, "Please tell me when we get to Moshi!"

[Moshi is the town we will be in, in Tanzania]

So in two weeks from yesterday I will be on my way to Africa! I cannot believe it is almost here!
There is still so much to do, but God has shown His faithfulness during this whole experience that I know He will continue to be there for me until I return from this trip!

This has been a crazy time, guys, it's hard to believe! Just about a month ago I still owed about $2300 and not all I owe is $180!!! God is SO amazing! I always hear other people's stories about how God provided out of nowhere and I've never experienced His provision like that so it was always hard to believe, but I feel now God has kind just been like "Ha ha, and you thought I wouldn't come through for you! Silly, silly girl!" and He's right. I had my doubts but He showed me that He's always there for me and always will be there for me even when I am being silly and doubtful.

So we had a team meeting this past Tuesday and it was really great! We got to skype with Ryan Helbling the missionary we will be working with. That was a really cool experience and I can't wait to meet him and his family! He told us about all the different locations we will be working at and the different types of people we will encounter and kind of just what to expect. It made this all seem so real and it made me want to be there now! I can't wait to meet the kids out there and just love on them!

I still have lots to do though before I can completely give myself to this trip. I have a never-ending list of stuff I need to do just for school and it seems no matter how many times I cross things off of it, it still seems very daunting. And then I have to get all my medications in order, I need to get a doctor's note, I need to buy the necessary items for the trip, I need to clean my car and I need to clean my room (I'm getting a new roommate while I'm gone so I need to have some room for her!). So there's lots to do to keep me busy. I'm just hoping I can accomplish most of this before next weekend. I'd hate to get on a plane still stressed and exhausted from all the things I had to do. But again, I know God will give me the energy and the perseverance to get through the next two weeks.

And on top of that I still need to send out a whole bunch of thank-you cards because you all are amazing and have trusted God with your finances so that I could go on this trip! I thank all of you who read this! Know I am forever grateful for you!

Speaking of support, as I mentioned, I am still short $180. If you'd like to help me finish and reach my goal please please let me know! There are many ways we can accomplish this! You can give online (https://dlq4.donatelinq.net/qv10/Donation.aspx?MerchantID=NewportMesaEFT) and just under categories select Tanzania trip and you can put my name in the comment section. Or you can send a check or cash to Newport Mesa Church 2599 Newport Blvd., Costa Mesa, CA 92627, make the check out to Newport Mesa Church. If you want it to be tax-deductible my name cannot appear anywhere on the check so I'd recommend putting in a sticky note saying it is for Tanzania and for me! Really any amount helps! If just 18 people gave me 10 bucks I'd be there no problem! Or if just 9 people gave me $20 I'd be there no problem! This is totally do-able! So help if you can!

If you have any questions feel free to leave a comment here or you can contact me at 858.395.3821 or jessicarowley@csu.fullerton.edu

Love!

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Swahili Lesson #2

Ready for more Swahili??!!?

Hello= Jambo
How are you?= Habari/ Hujambo?
Fine/good= Nzuri
What is your name?= Jina Lako ni Nani?
No= Hapana
Yes= ndiyo
Thank you= Asante
You're Welcome= Karibu
Thank You Very Much= Asante sana
Love= Pendo
I Love You= Ninakupenda


Yay! All of you will be fluent by the end of my trip! :)


Hugs and love to you!

Sorry!

I'm so sorry! I cannot believe I haven't posted since January! Well it's been a crazy last few months! At NMC we put on the show Godspell and I was the Stage Manager. It was a lot of work and a lot of stress but I loved every minute of it. I got to build relationships with some pretty awesome people. And I worked with 4 people who will also be with me on the Tanzania Trip!

Ok so, these last few months have also been hard with finances, especially with support raising. I had kind of hit a plateau in which I just wasn't getting in any more support. A lot of that was my fault because if I think about it, I really wasn't working as hard as I should have been in asking for money. But I finally got my butt into gear and sent out another batch of letters. And then I had a meeting with two of the team leaders, Rick and Laura, and they gave me some suggestions on how to raise more money (and I'll be honest, I still haven't done many of their ideas). Because of school and tech week of Godspell and Spring Break, time is just flying by! BUT that was 3 weeks ago and when I got my status update this week, I have raised over 1000 dollars since that meeting! Praise God! It's seriously all to Him that the money is STILL coming in! He has blessed me with some pretty wonderful friends and family!

So what's the money update you might ask? WELL I'll tell you! So even though I'm still not where I need to be (since I was suppose to have it all turned in on April 1st) here's the total:

I have raised a grand total of $2,007 and I still need to raise $1,493

Yay! For once the amount I have is more than the amount that I need!

But I still need help! So if you're reading this and are able to support me financially please let me know! If 150 people gave at least 10 dollars, I can go no problem!
You can make checks payable to Newport Mesa Church. And send them to
Newport Mesa Church
--> Tanzania Trip- Jessica Rowley
2599 Newport Blvd.
Costa Mesa, CA 92627


And prayers are always appreciated.

Love you all! Thanks for taking this journey with me!


~Hugs to you!

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Swahili Lesson #!

Ready to learn some Swahili! Hooray!

Father- Baba
Welcome- Karibu
Brother- Kaka
Sister- Dada
Child- Mtoto
Love- Penda
Lord- Bwana
God- Mungu
Jesus- Yesu
We love you- Kama wewe

I'm going to try and incorporate these words in my daily life because 1) it's fun, and 2) maybe that way some words will sink in and be helpful on my trip!

The next words I want to learn in Swahili are "Does this have nuts in it ?" and "I'm sorry, I'm allergic" :)

love

You Are With Me Still

So, for any of you who has experienced support raising and going on missions trips, you know it can be very daunting. Not only because the sum of money needed to raise is often a lot, but because I believe Satan really uses this time to bring about a lot of insecurities. When I've support raised in the past and sometimes even this time, I experience a lack of faith, doubts, fearfulness, I often want to give up, and other types of mixed emotions. Because it is challenging and even once the funds are raised, it's not much easier. Before I left for Hampton Beach, like a few nights before, I was lying in bed at night in such turmoil. Not only internal but also physical pain. I felt so alone, I felt like I was stupid for going on the trip where I'd be one of two people from California, and I felt like I was going to fail. Thankfully God got me through those moments so that I could go on that life-changing trip. So with all that said, I learned a song last week at church that is encouraging especially during those hard times, support raising or not. So I hope you enjoy! It's called You Are With Me Still:

When all is dark, and hope is gone
And silence has become my song
When doubt has closed me in, You are with me still
When strength is overcome my fear
Your presence feels no longer near
When sorrow's night descends, You are with me still

You are with me still, and Your love will endure
You are with me still, and Your promise is sure
You are with me still, and Your mercy remains
You are with me still, You give strength as I wait

Though favors touch seems long ago
My calloused heart and weary soul
Will turn in trust to You
You are with me still



Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Support Letter

Dear family and friends,

You may or may not what I’ve been up to these past couple of years, so if you have the time I’d like to catch you up to speed. Right now, I am in my senior year at Cal State Fullerton where I am majoring in Comparative Religion and minoring in Public Relations. I am both really excited and really nervous to graduate, which my expected graduation date is winter of 2010. These three and half years of college have been some of the greatest years of my life but I feel God has used me and molded me to the point where I’m ready to step into the “grown-up” world and see what new adventures life can hold.

As some of you may know, I joined an organization on campus back in my freshman year called Campus Crusade for Christ or CRU for short. Joining CRU has definitely affected my college experience in tremendous ways from being on the leadership team to simple making some of my best friends. God has used CRU to constantly stretch me in ways I could never imagine and has shown me how to be bold and sold out for Jesus. This was especially shown when I spent the summer of 2008 on a stateside mission’s trip to Hampton Beach, New Hampshire. That summer changed the way I view people and the way I trust God and has definitely shaped my life for the better.

One thing that many of you may not know is that I am also really involved in my church, Newport Mesa. I have been attending NMC for a little over two and a half years and I really feel like the people of this church are another family to me. God is doing some crazy things through the people of this church. At NMC I am on leadership with our college group, I sing in the choir, I work the Welcome Center, and every now and then I help out with Jr. High and children’s ministry. I am so blessed to have Newport Mesa as a home church.

While being a part of Newport Mesa Church, I have this great opportunity to go on another mission’s trip. A team of about 17 of us will be heading to Tanzania, Africa in May. We will be there for about two weeks. Our work there will mostly include working with children. We will be working in orphanages and schools and villages, and just sharing God’s love with them and helping provide them with whatever they need. This trip will be different than most, especially in contrast to the one I went on to New Hampshire, because we will be specifically working with kids from babies to 18-year-olds.

As you can see, it will take a lot of prayer and financial resources to be able to make this trip possible and I would need a group of ministry partners, like you, to help me. First and most importantly, I ask that you pray for me and my team as we embark on this trip to Tanzania. Last time I went on a mission’s trip I thought that was a huge step of faith, but going to Africa, well it seems to be an even greater step of faith and your prayers are greatly needed and appreciated. I ask for prayer that lives will be changed, whether it is the members of my team or the children in Tanzania, and prayer for safe travels, and that all the finances come together. Prayer is a powerful tool and does make a difference!

Secondly, I ask that you prayerfully consider supporting me financially. The cost of the trip is $3500 per person. It is a lot of money, but with your help, we can make this happen and reach out to the people of Tanzania. I ask that you please take the time to pray and see what amount the Lord would have you give. And remember, any amount helps! All donations are tax deductible and checks can be made to Newport Mesa Church, memo-Tanzania Trip (make sure my name is NOWHERE on the check in order for it to be tax deductible). You can also give online at www.newportmesa.org. Mail all donations to Newport Mesa Church 2599 Newport Blvd., Costa Mesa, CA 92627 ($1700 due by Feb.1, 100% due April 1st).

Thank you all for your constant support, love, and prayers. I cannot do this without you! If you’d like to follow me as I embark on this journey, I will be constantly updating a blog at www.mytanzanianexperience.blogspot.com.

Walking by Faith,

Jessica Rowley

"From the rising of the sun to the place where it sets, the name of the Lord is to be praised"